Don't know.

The feeling of being confused.
In the dictionary it says that ''to be confused'' is to not have the ability to place oneself correctly in the world by time, location, and personal identity. Actually I can do that perfectly. I'm just lost in a big mystery where space and time does not excist right now. Only this cold creepy feeling that makes me want to cry.
I can lay awake at night. all night. Just wondering and thinking of what my heart tryies to tell me.
Just to end this horrible feeling of being squeezed like a grape. But it doesn't help, so sometimes i just turn on Sigúr Rós, and fall asleep with all the electronical magic. fantastic.

But if the definisjon of confused in the dictionary is correct, then I'm not confused. becuase i have the ability to place myeself correctly in the world by time, location, and personal identity.
My name is Oda, the time is now 14.45 pm, I'm at Ungsommens Hus in Alta, im 16 years old, I have a boyfriend, I live home, I go to school, I have hobbies, and I am confused.